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Paul Richard Ryan

Age 58
Unique Funny Brilliant Sensitive
Age 58
58

He wanted all people to be able to be treated equally. He entered the prison system at 18 for a pot seed incarceration, it ruined his life, traumatized him, and gave him PTSD. This experience taught him we are all the same human race. He had compassion for others who struggled. He knew when someone was hungry or needed a laugh. He would always say “ he’s a good guy” he met no strangers . He knew life made some people do things they never would have done if things were different.He took the time to learn their stories.

Watching him with others. Laughing, telling stories, always seeing the humor in life. He was a natural leader. He made people like him, He would help them if he could, he gave his time. He talked to everyone. I love seeing him on his motorcycle he was so proud of it .I remember as a 5-6 yr old he took the motor off a lawn mower and put it on a bike, thats how bad he wanted a motorcycle!

I’ll miss our talks, I miss all the phone calls, I’ll miss the quality time that he spent with me just enjoy our time together, I’ll miss all the education, he taught me about how life is so different for people that have less. For example no health insurance, family support systems, or education, Paul wanted all of us to have these things in life.

I think Paul would like to be remembered as a good person. Life took him to places no person should ever have to go, and brought out the worst not the better. He always seem to rise above it, and give back to the community. He would ride around and give the homeless sandwiches and change out of his pocket. Paul knew what it felt like to have nothing. He will always be remembered as the one who taught me real compassion. He fought this life and addiction with compassion for others as he struggled to make it through each day. I will forever delete the words tough love from my vocabulary and replace them with love and compassion.

Brett J Fuller

Age 32
Husband and son
Age 32
32

Humble and Kind

Dressing up like a monster and scaring all the kids on Halloween. Telling them they were scared by a girl the next day

How much fun he was

Humble and kind! The best friend you could have!

Raymond A Bauer

Age 38
Laughter and a loving heart!
Age 38
38

Ray’s father took his life in 2010, which is what really started his addiction. He struggled off and on for at least 8-9 years. We had the last year as a gift, full of memories, talks, tears happy & sad ,deep conversations. I will treasure always.

Playing sports, watching him hit the homeruns!!!

His jokes, pranks and seeing the love in his eyes and hearing him say you’re my rock mom, my best friend and you never gave up on me.

An old soul, loved all kinds of animals and children. Loved talking to the elderly and hearing their stories. He loved helping people and being a great friend.

Caleb Elisha Sams

Age 25
Beautiful son
Age 25
25

He was loving and kind. Thought of others and was always there to help. He loved the outdoors and loved the rain. Caleb had an infectious smile that lit up the room when he walked in.

Our in depth talks

Everything

He was more than his addiction

Brian Hohlefelder

Age 0
Loving son and friend.
Age 0
0

I went to treatment with Brian. He was determined that he was never going to pick up again. He was always up to have fun, hit the beach and have a good conversation. He is missed.

While in treatment, four of us were able to take a road trip to look at a vehicle. We stopped at an arcade and we all took pics and had a great time. We would also go to the beach and snorkel any chance we got. It was always fun, with lots of laughing and lots of healthy entertainment.

His smile. His determination to be free of what eventually killed him.

As strong. A fighter.

Noah Bridgewater

Age 42
Father and Loving Boyfriend
Age 42
42

I knew Noah since middle school. He and I had lockers next to each other. We reconnected thanks to Facebook and started dating. We fell in love and cared deeply for each other.

We went paddleboarding at Cumberlqnd Falls, Kentucky. His son, my son, he and I went and had a wonderful time. I never saw him so happy and free!

How much he loved me. Even though we were both in the middle of alcoholism, he loved deeply and had a wonderful heart. I believe his passing is the catalyst that made me get help.

Markham Richard Smith

Age 26
Son,Brother,Friend to all
Age 26
26

Markham was a smart, loving, talented musician.

I loved when he played the guitar for me

I’ll miss his hugs, his cute laugh and how he stood up for everyone.

Mark would like everyone to be happy and recall the happy memories.

Gunner A. Aumiller

Age 24
Precious son, Beloved twin brother
Age 24
24

Gunner was a beautiful person who loved his family dearly.

The love he had for his family

Everything!

As a human being not an addict.

Joshua Raenae Puente

Age 25
My heart
Age 25
25

He would tell everyone he saw when he was small ( I love you )

He was always joking making you laugh He could make anyone laugh

Every thing His smile his jokes his cooking He was the grill master

He was the best son any mother could wish for Loving kind and very funny

Michael Francis Rinaldo III

Age 25
Firstborn son, brother, daddy, beloved
Age 25
25

Michael embodies true love for family. Though he struggled with addiction he never forgot to tell anyone he loved them and what they meant to him. When he smiled it was like seeing a light shine from within him. Our world is much darker without him.

His laugh. He didn’t have a loud laugh. It was more the sound that came from his throat that I remember and miss. He’d give us this half crooked smile and make this sound, and you knew he was being a brat and was happy. The last my time I heard it he was pulling a grey hair from my head and laughing at the fact he found it.

There isn’t anything I don’t miss. His smile, his scent, the way he’d say “can you make me coffee, mama?” I miss the lisp in his speech and mostly I miss his hands. He had such beautiful hands.

He’d only want to know that he was loved.

Ryan Matthew Troester

Age 24
Very loved Son, Brother, Father.
Age 24
24

Ryan loved life. He had a huge personality, best sense of humor and the greatest laugh. He was extremely smart and had many talents. He was very artistic, had a passion for fishing/outdoors and loved being a father. He also loved country music.

There is so much to miss about Ryan. His smile was the best, his laugh was infectious, I miss his hugs, miss listening to him sing to every country song on the radio, miss going fishing with him and watching him catch big fish and get so excited, miss watching him be a father and I will miss being his mom. He told me last year that I was his best friend and that he knew he could always count on me. I will miss hearing him say love you after almost every phone call. I will just miss him so much.

Please remember Ryan for the fun, loving person that he was. He would give the shirt off his back for anyone and would help anyone in need. He was a very hard worker and always wanted to do his best. He loved his friends, his family, his daughters, and his fiancé very much. They meant everything to him. Ryan wore his heart on his sleeve. He had a passion for fishing, music and the outdoors. He truly loved being a father. He had the best smile and the greatest laugh.

Nicholas William Price

Age 28
Beloved Nephew, Brother and son. Deeply loved and missed
Age 28
28

Struggled for years to conquer this disease. Many times we thought he had beat it but we were wrong. In my heart he was smart, funny, caring and talented. I only wish he saw himself the way I did. We miss him so much.

My favorite memory about Nick was how sensitive and feeling he could be. He hated to see the homeless. He would often buy a gift card to McDonalds for him or her so they could have something to eat and a drink. He did this despite always having a new lie about why he needed money so he could buy drugs. I think he knew and understood their pain and as with himself wanted to lesson the pain. He had a very special soul.

I miss they way he smells, how he smiles, his silly sense of humor. I miss everything about him.

Please remember him as someone who never wanted to struggle with this horrible addition. He wanted a real job, he wanted to get married, he wanted to have children he wanted a simple life. It breaks my heart that he didn’t live to achieve these dreams.

Joshua Daniel Ezell

Age 33
Son, Brother, Father, so funny.
Age 33
33

Josh was a unique person. He was born the night before Thanksgiving, and his first birthday fell the day after Thanksgiving. I always told him he was special because he had 2 thanksgivings before he was a year old. He was such a bright light.

Watching him as a young boy playing baseball. Josh was a lefty, he was so good. Playing 1st and 3rd bases, he was a force to be reckoned with.

Watching him raise his son, and show him all the things a young boy should learn from his Dad. Hearing them laugh together.

As someone very funny, almost larger than life.

Dave Grandinetti

Age 41
Beautiful human
Age 41
41

My husband of 16 years overdosed on heroin. We miss him terribly. Gone but not forgotten

Dirt biking all over.

His laugh and his kindness

He would like to be remembered as a great father. He was. When he was sober. Which he wasn’t a lot

Age 34
34

Joshua was very compassionate. He cared deeply for others who struggled and would give them food and his own clothes so they wouldn’t do without. He had a very soft heart for animals and a huge capacity for love. His eyes could see a million miles.

I have many favorite memories one in particular was when he brought me a beautiful orchid and when I asked him what the occasion was he said it was for all I do for him and for loving him through it all.

His phone calls every day telling me that he’s okay. The mornings he would bring me coffee in bed. Our afternoon conversations sitting outside by our weeping willow tree. Hearing his voice calling my “mom.” The smirk in his beautiful smile. The precious little keepsakes he would make for me. I miss everything about him.

I believe he would like to be remembered as a compassionate soul who are deeply loved his children I was connected to his mom in such a soulful way. He would give away everything he had if it made someone else’s life happier, and he did.

Marilee Michaela Montana

Age 51
Loving mom with wonderful laugh
Age 51
51

My beautiful mom suffered from severe depression since well before I was born, but she loved her kids like crazy and was our biggest cheerleader. She fought a valiant but losing fight against alcoholism, but she's now at peace.

Mom played the piano (and tried to teach me, but I was not much of a student!). I have great memories of standing at the piano while Mom sat at the keys and pounded out Christmas carols like Joy to the World and Jingle Bells. We would all sing loudly, laugh and have great fun. I love Christmas, partly because Mom made such a big deal out of it!

Her amazing laugh, and being able to talk to her about anything. I knew she would support me no matter what mistakes I made.

Age 31
31

TJ... my son❤️ He was so handsome. He had this laugh that was just so infectious, and a huge heart. He had the bluest eyes, was always complimented on them. He was so gentle hearted, and caring

I One memory is the last one .. the last time I had him at home from rehab for an overnight visit. He had been clean for five months, and the change was remarkable. He was so sweet and helpful and caring. He cooked dinner for our family and cleaned up everything afterward. Then we all played a board game together. I had my sweet son back and I cried tears of joy. It was just such a wonderful day and night. He was such a great person and had a beautiful personality.

I will miss everything about my son. His texts, his calls, his voice, his handsome face.. the beautiful eyes and his laughter. I will always miss the excitement he would get in his voice when something good happened and I will miss not seeing him have his future.. that hurts the most

I know he’d want to be remembered as the great person that he was.. before the drugs. He’d want to be remembered for the love we shared and for all the good things that he did.

Madison Victoria Cross

Age 22
Daughter, Sister, Cousin, Friend and Mother
Age 22
22

Madison was an incredibly gifted soul...not only through her creativity with art and music, but also her love and appreciation of people. She was always authentic and looked at the world through her eyes of making the world and people a better place.

Everything about her is my favorite memory. She was not only funny, she was a defender or right and wrong always protecting the underdog. Madison only knew how to purely love and she wanted nothing more than to become a mother herself, which she did nearly 3 years before she was taken from us.

I miss her voice...because OH BOY could she sing and play music! She also had the funniest and most unique laugh! What I miss more than anything is just the light she always had even in her deepest of struggles.

Remember who she was, what she brought to each persons life she crossed and for the heart she willingly shared with everyone.

Gunnar James Walsh

Age 24
Son, brother, true and loyal friend
Age 24
24

Gunnar was a warm, caring son and brother. He loved all animals especially his dogs.

His big heart. His hugs. His voice. He ways stuck up for the underdog.

Every single thing!

As a caring, kind person